Well in the belt on the floor with my head in a box, feeling the
nervousness grow more and more. I probably wasn't longer than half an hour or
so in the box to start with, but it felt SO much longer when you can't see and
other senses are blocked. I was let out just in time for dinner (my mind had
forgotten everything that had to do with food) and I was starting to feel a bit
up in the blue ! Dinner was nice, I was put in cuffs and told I had to eat in
them, I don't mind eating in cuffs I rather like the feeling, it's interesting every
time to see if I manage to do so properly or if I have to be punished
afterwards ;-) This time was a success so no punishment.
After dinner I was to my surprise unlocked. First thought in my mind was;
hey what now? I'm usually always in cuffs.. But instead I was told to strip of
a bit of clothes and then I was lead to a table where I was bent over and tied
nicely with my legs a bit a part. After some minutes felt the riding crop....
I'm just loved it ! It's such a nice feeling when handle right, when it hits
the thighs, my bum or the soles of my feet. I love the tiny sting it gives and
the tingling that lingers for a few seconds more after the stroke. After this
the evening continued with me naked or in clothes (depending on being in or
outside)- in the belt and with cuffs behind my back, sometimes clamps was
attached to my nipples and with weights (a pair of handcuffs or padlocks). I thought
he was joking showing me these but no. It's a lovely and submissive
feeling going through me when I have someone pulling the chains to the nipple
clamps. In that moment I'm helpless and know that I can't do anything and will
do what he asks..
The night was spent in the Belt (of course:) ) and in a two pairs of Irish
8, one for my feet and one for my hands. A short chain was locked in between
the pairs and to my belt with a padlock. I was so nervous for spending the
night in this position. Was I ever going to go to sleep? how many hours would I
be able to sleep without being unlocked? And on top of this a gag was put on. I
do love gags but not for sleeping !! (Didn't sleep in it though, was
nicely let out just before I was going to sleep)
When I woke up in the morning (or almost around lunch) I really didn't know
if I had been sleeping or not ! I wasn’t at all tired but I didn't
remember falling asleep. I know that I after a couple of hours sleeping
with the hands tightly locked to my belt asked to be let out of them. I started
to feel uncomfortable and it wasn't probably too long before my hands would
start to tingle. I was unlocked and hands got to be in a pair of hinged for the
rest of the night.
Breakfast that morning was eaten in a pair of cuffs and leg irons.
After that I was just left in chains, which are moments I enjoy during these
kinds of sessions. I can just be and think, I do not need to worry about
anything. I have some time to process my thoughts of the ongoing play and of my
feelings (this helps me to keep the feeling of being "high" a
little bit longer) I also have the chance to think about more fun and evil
ties, cuffs, positions and so on that I might want to try. The day continued outside in the sun and with me in different pairs of
cuffs and of course in the belt and with the collar around my neck :-)
Loads of time for me just being, thinking and relaxing. It's always nice to let
go of all the needs and must and just be. I love doing this with a pair of
cuffs or just a collar around my neck.
Two memorable ties/positions and the hardest ones this day was the strapped
outside and once again a hogtie with my head in the box.
Let's start with the strappado ;-)
This might not look that hard- but believe me after almost 2 hours in this positions
you ARE tired !
It's a nice position though :-) One of my favorites. It was strict as it
should be (not giving me much room to move) and tight just in the right
One of the hard parts just standing there was that I wasn't able, nor was I
allowed to speak ! (for me keeping quiet for a long time is hard ) So to
describe the strappado - I had two pair of handcuffs ( one hinged, one regular
) a metal chain with a padlock, a tight pair of cuffs to the feet with hardly
no chain at all between them and (you don’t see it in the pic ) a chastity belt.
And to top it all of a red Ballgag !
When I almost had reached the 2 hours, my mind and body kind of collapsed
and from nowhere pain came and tears started running... didn't realize just how
tired my body and mind was until I was unlocked and left to rest (didn't notice
the tears ) I had really pushed my limit ! I was happy and flying and falling,
all at the same time - emotions everywhere. When I was unlocked I didn't even
think about the belt or the gag that was in my mouth. I was lost - In subspace
somewhere. I was proud and happy that I had endured this and that I had liked
it ! I had done well :) I had at this point been in some sort of
cuffs/gag/restriction for over 28 hours. Nothing I recommend to anybody
not fully knowing what they're doing and not knowing each other.
The other position I remember as very hard was a hogtie on the floor with
my head in the wooden box for a longer period. I was told to take of my
jeans and as the day before I was on the floor with a pair of Irish 8 and a
chain going through to the cuffs around my feet. My head was after this put in to
the wooden box, blocking my sense of sight and to some extent my hearing, the
new thing today was that a harness gag was put on before my head was put in the
(Need to mention that this was a punishment for me doing things I was told
not to do ;-) )
After one hour or so in this position I started to feel nervous, I couldn't see
anything, and I was definitely out of all control. Horrible ! I like losing
control and giving it to a person I trust but not being able to see what was
going on was hard so hard….
I got to know how long I had left after one hour, one and a half hour
and when it was 20 minutes left. Time has never gone so quick and so slow at
the same time. Interesting
how can it go both ways??
That night I spent in chains, one chain going around my waist down between
my legs and locked. I also had slave cuffs and collar on. No need to tell I
slept really well that night :-) Didn't wake up once!
Writing this I feel the need to say Do not try this if you do not
know what you're doing and know the person you’re doing it together with ! SO
many things can go wrong. I have known my partner for a long time and been in
this for over 10 years. It's so vital that you are thinking of all the safety
aspects and do all to minimize/prevent any damage that can come - both to the
body and mind.
Next time I'll promise will be more hair related ;-)